Destructive
It works like this. This is my
angriest work. Bits of them contain swearing, only one of them is from my viewpoint. If
you don't like it, I'm very sorry. But then again, I'm really not.
Tranquility
Hey, you
Running off of your mind
Yeah, you
Leaving composure behind
Now you’re running off,
you’re running down, you’re going mad, you’re losing face
Hide underneath your bedsheets hoping
that you’ve just found your warm place
I thought to help, I took on your
burdens as my own
Now I see that you’re just more
fucked up than anyone has ever known
What am I supposed to do?
Gave my innocence to you
Now I’ve killed it all away
Live to kill another day
Wait, you
Don’t leave me so soon
Yeah, you
There’s a lot I had hoped we
could do
You’re such a beautiful liar,
yanking people around by their emotions and their dreams
Taking everything we say and twisting
it into what you know we didn’t mean
Someone’s little whore,
you’re transparent, you lie even when you’re in bed
And you’re just as shallow as we
thought and exactly as we said
What am I supposed to do?
Gave all you needed to you
Then you sent me away
I live to leave another day
Hey, you
My clever addiction
Yeah, you
My hopeless affliction
I step back and close my eyes, and
still it’s your face that I see
And I’ve known for very long
that it’s with you I’ve always wanted to be
I could’ve gotten free if I
could have derailed this thought train
And this time it’s reached the
point where it’s driving me fucking insane
What am I supposed to do?
Gave all of my shit to you
Now it’s drifting far away
I’ll live to die another day
Nothing can stop me
now
Nothing can stop me now
You can’t stop me now
No one can stop me... now...
One of my better
ones... definite NIN influence,
me being pissed off about
relationships and the such...
definitely one I like.
Mirror
Morbid by nature
Psychotic by design
Lost in his own head
Choking on his own brine
Morally bankrupt
Romantic out of place
Socially retarded
Cursed by his face
Welcome to his world
What might you be looking for
Suicidal urges
Sadistically afflicted
Jinxed by his feelings
Passionately gifted
Looking for a reason
Wandering neurotic
Paranoid and nervous
Self-hating hysteric
Welcome to his world
Check your motives at the door
Anxiety is pushing
Confusion abounding
Well-meaning but hopeless
Illogically astounding
Embarrassingly clingy
Reluctantly in the wrong
Misunderstood bard
Stumbling far too long
Welcome to his world
Special entrance for the bored
Regretfully transparent
Scared and in hiding
Creatively humorous
Drugged down from fighting
Entertaining jester
Insanely obsessive
Poetically convicted
Manic depressive
Welcome to his world
Maintenance is quite a chore
Welcome to my world
Don't bring the real world through the door
I was curious as to
how many adjectives I could use in one poem...
please
thought i had it all until they
called my bluff
found out that my spirit wasn't tough enough
knock me on the ground this time i can't get up
now i've lost it all
or i've at least lost enough
does it get you off, getting me
undone
to your sick and twisted mind this must be fun
i would run and hide if only i could run
not much i can do
these eyes can see no sun
please
won't you strike me down
blood run all around
erase what i've found
i just really want to make it stop
i've been all i can be
can you please destroy me
so tell me what the hell is up with
all of this shit
fuck the world and stab it dead -- yeah that seems to
fit
are you about done or going to throw another fit
can i just leave now
or just take another hit
so i'm your little whore, or at
least your rat
running through your little maze i bet you like that
can't have me winning, no, we can't have that
so is it over yet
(no its not) well fuck that
please
can't you stop this sound
world spinning around
body leaves the ground
why can't any of this ever stop?
i've been all i can be
can you please destroy me
Here's the back
story... this is by my character Jesse in an RPG run by Billy... no, I'm not pleading with
God to kill me, I'm perfectly content with living...
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